Having one of those nights where i just miss everything about this guy. His face, his voice, his warmth. Everything. And little things like this makes me tear up. However complicated we are, i'll still love you.
And as we stood there, we were silenced by our thoughts. He couldn't give in and i couldn't give in.
There's a hole in between yet, we managed to burry the hole with lies and denial. We couldn't face reality, we couldn't face the fact that we couldn't be together for that very untouchable, sensitive matter. But we played on, burrying the hole that could some day cave in and we could all crumble and fall apart.
I was listening to this song a few minutes ago and it reminded me of how i feel in love with The Wanted and most important of all, how i knew there was hope. This song just makes me really happy and hopeful if that makes sense. Absolutely random, i know but it does. Its not just the great voices singing the song but its the melody and the lyrics. It just brings me to a whole new place.
The wanted is coming to singapore on the 16th of september and i'm afraid i wont be going for the concert. Why you might ask? Cause i'm broke and the tickets are expensive. I mean i'd pay the amount but im not sure.
If you love me and if youre kind, i'd love for you to buy me tickets. hehe :)
Alot has been happening in my life and i've been so busy managing everything. Spent the past week preparing for our fyp exhibition and when it finally ended on thursday, i was more than glad that it was over. All the hard work paid of when we saw the overwhelming response from people saying that it was interesting.
Spent the rest of the night having a good night out. With everything crazy happening, i'm happy with right now and i'm letting things happen as it will.
Spent last sunday morning running the shape run with my bestfriend and my favourite aunt. Was such a fun experience that we ended up signing up for the upcoming Great Eastern Women's Run in November. I miss her and the other girls so much and i have so many stories to share and so many stories to listen to. We need to catch up soon!
I've grown to love and enjoy every minute i spent with my favourite girls in school. Treasuring the last few weeks we have left together. They've been with me through thick and thin, and we've told each other almost everything. They're the best classmates and friends i've met over the past 3 years in school and i think our last days together would definately be a very emotional one. If it wasnt for them, i wouldnt have survived the past 3 years of my life in school. And not forgetting starting the start of year one with my mina besar from the north. We've known each other since the beginning and i've been stuck with her ever since. We see each other too much sometimes, but we cant help it. Baby cutesy and mina besar from the north FTW. :)
Like my class' fb page to see what our fyp exhibition was all about!
I recently went on a family vacation trip to Phuket, Thailand. It was such an amazing experience and i had such a good time spending quality time with my family.
We went fishing and snorkeling. We were out at sea for over 6 hours and honestly, most of the time on board i was seasick and i was at the side of the boat puking. But the ocean and islands were absolutely beautiful and breathtaking. The sea so clear and the fishes so close.
Had a lot of seafood over there. My hives were annoying and kept me away from gobbling down the seafood.
The villa we stayed at was my dream home. Walked through the door and was taken aback at how amazingly beautiful it was. We had our own private pool, my dream kitchen, beautiful bathrooms and a cool bath tub too! The girls' room had a door that led straight to the pool. Couldnt have asked for a better place to stay at. We cooked at least a meal/day at the kitchen caused it saved us some money cause the food at the grocery store was quite cheap.
The beach was beautiful too. The nice sandy beach was what i needed. The waves coming in and my feet in the sand. Memorable.
My next stop would be Bangkok. Need to do some serious shopping cause we didnt do much in phuket. Hopefully im going this september for my birthday with my brother. Fingers crossed.